One more time, I
Take a deep breath and
Try to consider it
A cause of desire,
Have I not been formed by it...?
The key and the door
People sometimes
Insert the wrong key
Into the keyhole
And make to open the door
But, no matter what, the door won’t open.
People sometimes
Blame it on the door and
They blame it on the key
However what’s really important is
Knowing well what key will go in the door.
Life is like the key and the door,
No matter how many keys one puts in the door
It won’t open.
9/26/11
I’d like to share mine
My mysterious journeys
And the stories of what
I’ve experienced.
Berlin Blue
(It had been a strange night...)
The jazz club was overflowing with heat and people packed to the door.
Just as we had pushed our way through the waves of people, one of the German staff member came up to us and asked me, “Are you a jazz singer?”
I’m not sure why he asked this, but it seems like every jazz place I go, I always get that same question.
Then, pointing right below the full house banner, near the front of the stage, Miss E and I were automatically placed in the only open seats in the house...
9/25/11
I’d like to share mine
My mysterious journeys
And the stories of what
I’ve experienced.
Berlin Blue
August 4 – around 11:00 am
“It’s gone, My laptop – it’s gone.”
(After came back from the Turkish antique store)
The Turkish antique store Miss E told me about (which was really just full of a cast-off item; it wasn't real antique store, and more of a collection for the things left behind in the homes of elderly who past without relatives)
It was the day after Miss E and I went around to some jazz clubs, and I was looking for a bandoneon.
It had been a strange night...
(to be continued)
9/22/11
Image
Who is the real you?
The image some people seem to want
The image these people would have
People associated with that image
The however many of them who are in the world
Never letting go of their ghosts
Holding them
We do, sometimes have conservations
With them we spend time
But for you, will you keep living with the ghosts?
9/19/11
Moved by Love
When I was about four years old
The doctor said to my mom
"Bring your child to a large park."
So every week, mom took me to the large park.
Joyfulness
Regretfulness
Happiness as well
Nature that I had felt nothing of
Little by little taught me
Love that can't be seen
Little by little, I began smiling
And only after a few decades passed did I first realize
That only with love, can I move
Even now, a four-year-old girl at heart
That smile still remains
9/18/11
Rhythm of the Earth
When we were a part of nature
Laughter of the forest...
Melodies composed by the birds...
We heard
Imprisoned in basements people
People began destruction of nature
Considered we could control the world
With scientific developments and evolution
A long time ago
When we were a part of nature
The earth’s rhythms spoke to us
But when again we feel we want to know
The ones who could tell us are already gone...
9/17
The meaning of waiting
In this world all put quickly into our palms
Waiting receives no welcome
Opening eyes to morning sun’s light and
Sleeping beneath darkness’ stars are unknown to us who
Don’t know waiting, and therefore
Don't know feeling, the now
Opposite of moving feet through time
We’re running counter to nature
The forests grown for thousands of years
In a few days we destroy them
In a moment we dirty the oceans
Every day we fill the land beneath with garbage
And we feel nothing
As if nothing has happened
In ignorance of time living on
Pleasures put into our palms.
Would
We end up
9/9/11
Chrysalis
The just transformed adult butterfly
In the course of coming out of its chrysalis
Spends time on its own to develop
To cultivate the necessary strength for flight.
If I feel pity for you
And rip you apart
You won’t acquire the strength for flight
And you’ll probably die
Without knowing what it means to freely soar in the sky.
9/8/11
When Walking on the Road
Take for example
The insensitive someones
Who will hit you in the shoulder
And keep going on their way
Without saying a word
You think them impolite
Then you happen to bump into someone’s shoulder.
This time around you will be the one to not say a word
And keep going on your way
Unaware of
When we pass on that negative feeling
Into another’s daily life
Though if we trust in ourselves
Moving slowly through time
We might not bump into each other’s shoulders
And what alone one cannot cleanse
The people who surround us love us
Help us bring calm
Around yourself
Almost like the seas...
Almost like the forests...
Almost like the winds...
Almost like the rivers...
Surrounding us as people who love us.
Living people
As human beings what we seem to want is
To get quick satisfaction
Always trying to have things immediately
It’s an emergency procedure, a fast-acting remedy
And for us it’s a convenient answer
It seems some people are living in this cycle
People that squarely face their roots and accept them
Resolving to devote their lives to one idea
It seems some people are living each their own irreplaceable lives...
9/6/11
Rhythm
People in the primeval age
Moving their bodies
Stomped their feet & beat things
All to enjoy the movement
And from them the rhythm arose
And then music arose
The rhythms recorded naturally
Within our bodies
Before the growth of civilization
For thousands of years
Handed down
To be our inner rhythm
Let’s strain our ears to hear it
9/5/11
Using Irreplaceable Time
Time cannot be
saved, or repaired.
Regardless of whether we end our lives hectically under pressure
Regardless of whether we end our lives in our own slow relaxation
To all people impartially, it is bestowed
It is us alone that just "use" it
Our time is limited
However, our irreplaceable time always stays close to us
Everyday habit is
Washing my clothes by hand
My hands' touch feeling fabric in water
The smell of lavender soap
This washes my heart as well
This action
If someone felt it were nothing more than a chore
I wonder if they might also feel it were largely unworthy of living earnestly
The everyday ordinary of life for which I pay respects
To that rich living I believe I have felt from my heart ...
9/1/11
Clarity
When again you find your haven
will you be able to feel your breath?
Even when amidst a storm
In the hurricane’s eye
might the tranquility of blue
sky spread through your mind?
To close your eyes
To find awareness of yourself
do you fully feel the moment?
Even when you are not alone
I wonder if you do not discover it in others
will you be able to find yourself within yourself?
That clarity, always within us